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I Could Have Handled This Better

by Tom Clark

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1.
Verse 1: I wanna get you drunk I wanna show you things you've never seen, things you won't believe I wanna take you home I wanna burn our clothes in kerosene then we'll howl at the moon Chorus: I'm sorry at the end of the day, I hope you're drunk enough to settle for me. Verse 2: I wanna be a best On second thought I've been that guy before, I wont be anymore I wanna write you songs And poetry that tells you everything and what you mean to me Chorus Bridge: I'm so, hoping, that you'll open your eyes And maybe if you look hard enough You'll find something new, in me Chorus
2.
Fat Joker 03:53
Verse 1: I'm all alone, and I'm sorta scared He doesn't know how much those handcuffs could leave new scars And are you prepared for screaming and tears When he thinks it's all because you really like it Chorus: I wish I'd known that you'd settle for a fat joke Cuz girl I could make you smile I wish I'd known that you were ready for a fat joke Cuz girl that fat joke is on you Verse 2: And now I sit, I shudder and wait Honey I hope you have the right mind to use protection And when you slip, and the Sergeant leaves town I will always love the child like he's mine Chorus Chorus
3.
Verse 1: What am I supposed to do when you call me up at midnight and tell me that you want to get with my friends How am I supposed to feel when you can't forgive me for things I did before I came into my sense I don't know, I don't know Maybe after 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 or 8 guys you'll see that you are not better than me And maybe when you ruin all the friendships that we built so that there'd be someone there to protect you, you might be happy I don't know Pre Chorus: I'm not, waiting, while you're, hating me Chorus: Why you gotta be, everything I need, then you walk away (x2) Verse 2: So there you go and act like dick and scream and shout and fuckin smack me down cuz well you, "don't feel the same" And here I sit a toilet seat a drama queen up on my thrown and you say that it's me who has changed I think you wrong, I think we're both wrong Chorus Chorus
4.
Verse 1: The stupid things you say Think before you speak Chorus 1: She said, you know what I miss, The way that we talked, be it the way that we kissed I miss it a lot She said, you know what I miss, You'll never guess, and I'm sorry for this, I miss my new boyfriend Verse 2: The stupid things I say To try and make you cry Chorus 2: I said, you know what I miss The girl that I cheated on you with You'd never guess And you know what I miss The way she sang my name out of breath And she really meant it Verse 3: The stupid things we say Love don't work this way Chorus 3: I said you know what I miss The 98% that you ditched In the blink of a bitch And you know what I miss The way that you held my hand by the wrist When you knew I was bleeding And you know what I miss The way that you'd take my head in your lap When I made my mistake And you know what I miss The way that we tried to work things out Til you gave up on forgiveness And you know what I miss The way you'd take me to the top of the hill Can I give you a kiss You know what I miss The way that you walk, the way that you talk, the way that you fuck And you know what I miss, because there's nothing left And you know what I miss, there's nothing left but the nothingness You know what I miss, the nothingness
5.
History 03:39
Verse 1: I found a place to leave my heart I found someone to pick it up I found a trust I'd lost in history There's somethin on the radio That passes as distraction While somethin in the kitchin is burnin The smell is a mystery Pre- chorus: We took it slow, but I told you so You said I'd love you, well baby just hear me out You're so wrong but never more right I think you've got me, I think we've got each other Chorus: Cuz it's too late for love We're so much further along And I'm so much better now And it's cuz of you. Verse 2: I'm thankful for the little things I'm thankful you're my everything But to say there's no love that's hypocrisy See what we've got is better I never felt so strong The scary way you know me with the gentle way you hold me The rest is history Pre-chorus Chorus Chorus
6.
V1: It's really warm inside tonight, lips are open wide tonight We both feel in control, when we keep it physical Chorus 1: Is it alright with you, if I take a liberty or two, Mind if I leave when we're through, as if you really care Or not V2: It's really hot inside tonight, didn't think I'd get this far tonight I can feel you lose control, when I keep it physical Chorus 2: Is it alright with you, if I buy you a drink or two Could you bring a friend with you, I'm sorry if you really care I don't. Bridge: The story's the same, I always have one page to go If I could find a hand to hold I'll settle for none, maybe I'm waiting on the one Couldn't that be you V3: It's on fire inside tonight, think I met my match tonight Falling fast I lose control, she'll only keep it physical. Chorus 3: Is it alright with you, if we take a chance or two Make all our dreams come true, I believe in you, I swear I do Is it alright with you, if everything you said is true Then I'll leave my heart with you, it's all this good guy can do. It's all he'll ever do.
7.
V1: Why do you reach out for whatever you can get To salvage what little's left in your life Through the hardest changes You say the game is up, it's never up And so our chapter ends, or maybe it begins And you throw the book at me Chorus: We could end up lovers, we could end up friends, Or we could say goodbye tonight, or talk this out towards a better end But no matter what you so, oh there's nothing you can do There are a million things inside of me and deep inside of you that never change. Like your smile, your smile is mine forever V2: You've got accusations and you question our foundations You try and bring me down, you try Because now I know myself at least enough to see how much I've grown I've learned to take the good and leave the rest behind Chorus Bridge: Don't think I hurt like you, let people close like you I'm not going to spend my life being lonely I've got a heart that shines And a happiness that never ever, never ever, never ever dies Chorus
8.
V1: We're so close I don't know how to say this I can't say this without sounding cruel Lately I've been acting odd So I don't think this should be a surprise to you Pre-Chorus: Always friends, right from the start This friendship ends, with two broken hearts because Chorus 1: I love you, I love you V2: The reason for my pessimistic tone Is because you know I like to keep it real And I've known you long enough to know that How I feel is not like how you feel. Pre-Chorus 2: Not a threat, but slight ultimatum It's a sad decision but my heart can't take it Chorus 2: I love you, I love you And I know that you don't and I don't really care Bridge: For excuses, they're so useless If you can't love me back This is goodbye Chorus: I love you I love you I love you I love you And I know that you don't and I don't really care
9.
Verse 1: Hey baby, looking at me, Why do I feel so happy, I don't know if I'm ready for this You've got me trustin my heart When all I've been is ripped apart And I'm feelin better Chorus: Ok you've got me now What am I supposed to do with myself I'm waitin, I'm living, I'm loving Ok you've got me now What am I supposed to do with myself I'm waiting, I'm waitin for you Why you gotta be so perfect Why you gotta be so you Why you gotta be so perfect Verse 2: So I'm ready lets get going You feel like a dream that's coming true I think I'm ready for you I wonder how'd I get so lucky To find someone who's hot and who loves me And I'm feeling better Chorus Chorus
10.
Verse 1: She cleans my laundry, she cooks my dinner, she does the dishes too I can't begin to tell you how she gets it done in the bedroom She rubs her fingers through my hair, whispers sweet words to me Why buy the cow when the milk is pouring free Chorus 1: She makes it so easy, for me to take my time She makes it so easy, for me to take my time Verse 2: She brought her toothbrush, she's got our pictures She's hanging up the frames She's picked out diamonds Now she's telling me our babies' names Chorus 2: It ain't always easy, but I'm taking my time It ain't always easy, but I'm taking my time Bridge: She said someday she'll go She won't be around her no more And I'll regret it But I'm not gonna lie Don't think she'd ever go Chorus 3: She makes it so easy, but I'm taking my time She makes it so easy, but I'm taking my time (x4)
11.
V1: Standin face to face, with your hands in mine I wonder what you're thinking, I wonder all the time Looking in your eyes, your thoughts cry out to me You seem so ashamed of what used to be V2: Shy and so afraid, I don't know what to do Tryin to hold back, these feelings I have for you I want to kiss you so, I want to feel your touch So tell me your life, it means to me so much Chorus 1: I'll love you anyway, no matter what it is you say I'll be there through your pain Confide in me because tonight I could see Two lives as one in the rain, two lives as one in the rain V3: I'm so bad with words, you deserve so much more Tryin to do my best, to be who you're lookin for Each word is so bad, they all come out so wrong Please accept my faults, believe my humble song Chorus 2: I love you everyday, through thick and thin, black white or gray I'll hold on just the same People come and go but together we can grow as Two lives as one in the rain, two lives as one in the rain
12.
V1: You've been patient all this time and you've been little signs That we should take the next step I got a whole lot on my mind, these big distractions that I find That get in the way of progress V2: Maybe it's money and that ain't right, but I can't afford a comfortable life And I don't have a savings Some other girl that crosses my path, or some other crush I had in the past What's love to stop the craving Pre-Chorus: This isn't science, it's not hard to see The only bump in the road to a happy life, for you is me but Chorus: I don't wanna be like, I don't wanna be just like All the other guys Cuz I still need time to grow, and I know that we're getting old Someday, sometime, I'll be the right guy for you V3: You may think it's an excuse, that I have fallen out of love with you That's not the explanation I feel compelled to let you know, I need to pull it together before we can move on That's the source of my frustration Pre-Chorus Chorus Bridge: Oh, I must have let you down, but I need you more than ever I need you to stick around Oh, I always seem to move so slow, this is taking forever and I don't want to wait no more but Chorus Chorus
13.
V1: Sometimes it's hard to summarize All the love we share in so few lines Chorus: But God only knows, what the future holds Through anything and everything it's you V2: It's funny how our time has gone, Oh how much we've changed, how much we've grown Chorus Bridge: And as each day allows, we'll take our time to renew our vows With a look, a kiss, and an embrace I never thought I'd find, a strong enough heart to wrap around mine But it's you, it's always you Chorus Chorus
14.
V1: Forget the words, I think I went too far I'll take em back, I like us the way we are Sometimes I just, I see so much more to us V2: Lately I've tried not to waste much time Soak up the rain, play in the sweet sunshine Because you're here, it all means so much more to me Chorus: I don't know if you wanna take it slow I just wanna hold you tight and never let you go I don't know if you wanna take it slow I just want you to hold me tight and never let me go V3: I'd hate for you to think it's not enough The way we are, you know, with all this stuff I'm between whats real and whats a dream come true Chorus Chorus
15.
Verse 1: I wanna get you drunk I wanna show you things you've never seen, things you won't believe I wanna take you home I wanna burn our clothes in kerosene then we'll howl at the moon Chorus: I'm sorry at the end of the day, I hope you're drunk enough to settle for me. Verse 2: I wanna be a best On second thought I've been that guy before, I wont be anymore I wanna write you songs And poetry that tells you everything and what you mean to me Chorus Bridge: I'm so, hoping, that you'll open your eyes And maybe if you look hard enough You'll find something new, in me Chorus
16.
V1: I'm bitter, and rightfully so I just saw my world walk away And I'm angry, and rightfully so one more metaphor about doors and windows I might break V2: Smiling towards the sky where she fell In flashes of pink blue and grey Strangely with all of my letting go I picked up a dream along the way It's you Chorus: So let go of your life Look down deep inside Swallow your pride and admit there must be something better Let go of your mind and turn to your heart Between the cracks and scars you'll find Love to give, to give the angel V3: It's heaven, a brand new you and I And answer to each prayer I cried I was so broken, swore I'd never love again But with the love that you give I can do anything Chorus Bridge: You can't go backwards Erase the past Feel the motion, take everything Move real slowly Don't rush in You'll find that there's love Chorus Chorus
17.
Verse 1: What am I supposed to do when you call me up at midnight and tell me that you want to get with my friends How am I supposed to feel when you can't forgive me for things I did before I came into my sense I don't know, I don't know Maybe after 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 or 8 guys you'll see that you are not better than me And maybe when you ruin all the friendships that we built so that there'd be someone there to protect you, you might be happy I don't know Pre Chorus: I'm not, waiting, while you're, hating me Chorus: Why you gotta be, everything I need, then you walk away (x2) Verse 2: So there you go and act like dick and scream and shout and fuckin smack me down cuz well you, "don't feel the same" And here I sit a toilet seat a drama queen up on my thrown and you say that it's me who has changed I think you wrong, I think we're both wrong Chorus Chorus

about

These songs were written from 2003-2010.

Call them a musical "Act II."

After having fun making music with my friends, there was an awkward loneliness caused by graduating college, being on my own, going through a breakup, and feeling lonely most of the time.

The outlet was music.

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released July 1, 2010

Music & Lyrics - Tom Clark
Recording & Mixing (Tracks 1-4, 6, 15-18) - Phil Bond

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Formers members of New England based college pop rock band Looking Glass Hero have gotten back together to make a little more music.

The band members are influenced by artists like The Beatles, Bob Dylan, R.E.M., Tool, Pink Floyd, Blur, Radiohead, Counting Crows, Phish, The Grateful Dead, and so many more.
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